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I read through all of my journal entrys. Thats right, every single nit-picking one. I've realized how much i've grown, and how much i've stayed the same. I've been through two girlfriends, old friends, new friends, there are MANY MANY things i just wished i didnt say, and found that i wished i had said more on some other things...
This journal will be deleted due to the fact that i just want to start fresh. just completely new.
geek_inthepink
It will be a friends only journal. and i've added all the people that were on my exsisting list that i wanted to keep.
this journal will be gone in about 3-5 days-ish
-paulie
keep reading if i kept you. and if i missed you, then post a comment on the new journal and i'll probably add you.
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| I wish i were clever... |
[14 Jan 2005|11:57am] |
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I like clever names of anythings. Songs, movies, books, pornos. Anything
Like 'Tittie Antics'(for Titanic). Or 'Indiana bones and the temple of poon.'(for Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom.) How clever is that? tell me, how clever is that shiz? Uber i say
I wonder if there is a job like that, to name pornos. or something like that
-paulie
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| To my friends, a new way for the ol' journal |
[12 Jan 2005|09:01pm] |
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I've now come to realize how boring my Live journal is to read. I mean, no one has said something about it or anything like that, but i believe its full of some boring stuff
I may not be the most exciting person to you, but i just dont want my journal to be the one that's on your friends list, that you see the name and you pretty much just skip or skim over it.
My goal is to have an amusing journal so that if you're having a bad day or just need to hear how im doing, you can read it and instantly feel a little better about either yourself or the universe.
Starting today i will promise to make my journal worth reading instead of skimable or skipable.
Starting now............................i promise
So today i was pondering what i usually ponder when i'm driving alone in my car...'Im hungry, im horny(because what 17 year old isnt?) and what the hell am i gonna do with the rest of my freakin life?' Thats about what whirled through my head as i drove down to Mill (to buy a new pair of Vans due the unusual amount of holes my blue ones had in them). It was brought to my attention today, that i would be at my happiest with this lifestyle:
1. Jazz musician in a swing band, in a smokey bar
2. Have a beautiful wife that i love
3. Have a kid to share my love of music with.
4. Have a place to live and food to eat.
With those four things...my life would be complete. I wouldnt have to be famous or rich. My life would just be in utter happiness if that were to happen to me. Whole. Just completely complete.
This is some strange dream im sure my parents would never approve of, they've always wanted me to become a doctor or vet or some strange physician that makes a shit load of money. My brother was the first person in the Dehlin family to shove himself from my parents view of 'acceptable lifestyles.' He was told that he wanted to be an architect, and he drank, dropped out of school and persued his dream of working with his hands to make stuff that goes really freaking fast. I've never seen him happier. Other than the fact that he wants to move out and pretty much support himself without the parentals completely.
I just realized i use the word 'completely' a whole freaking lot.
(and the word 'freaking')
Reminder: Call NAU for time to try out to get into the "NAU school of Music." I've been going into the choir room everyday for the past like month, and i have yet to get Tutnick to hold still enough for me to actually have her help me with the songs i picked. That woman's attention is harder to get a hold of than an ADHD stricken child. Reminder: get a life.
Love songs are impossible to write... have you ever tryed? They make you feel like an idiot half way through writing one because you've already used up all the cliche things that you can think of, and all original works sound strange. Love songs are just impossible...
-Paulie
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[12 Jan 2005|11:54am] |
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"If you're lookin for a boy with a voice, well, baby, im single"
-paulie
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[10 Jan 2005|12:02pm] |
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Jason Mraz concert was freakin amazing...except for Zowie Bowie, they fucking sucked. hard. really hard...
It was amazing
-paulie
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[04 Jan 2005|09:38pm] |
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Today was good.
Im actually in a pretty good mood to be honest. A lot better than i expected myself to be. Aside from the tons of rain and the cold of today, im doing surprisingly well.
Jason Mraz is coming to Tempe this SUNDAY!!! I am so freakin excited for that!!! Devan's mom bought devan and i tickets for it because of Devan's b-day on the 9th.
Today was work's orientation. It was nice to just sit there and get paid for listening to my boss jabber away about Paradise Bakery. A girl at work, Ashley, took my shift so i was able to go home, instead of working till 10ish. Thank goodness.
Jazz band started this morning. and right now, it wasnt that good. Jazz band at Saguaro has NEVER been any good. But the music is fun and the people are funny so i stick with it.
Bryan bought Harold and Kumar go to White Castle on DVD. So i came home and watched it with him. It was really funny. Stoner movies are great for a few cheap laughs.
Im gonna shower and head to bed. Night!
-paulie
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[02 Jan 2005|07:59pm] |
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Happy New Year!!!
I spent new year at Devan's house with Lojo, Curt Curt...and of course Dev Dev. We played this one game of uno that lasted like 1 hour. It was kinda annoying after playing UNO for that long. After that we Danced to random music that came on the TV channels. Devan then made us pizza. We ate and then went to watch a LOT of episodes of Family Guy. Fell asleep. Woke up, no Curtis. Hung out till about 4pm and went home.
Today i had work from 11-6pm(which is when we close on sundays). It was long, im tired, and i smell like ham and paradise club sauce.
Im really excited for payday on the 7th!!! im gonna go buy something for myself. Because of Christmas, i barely bought anything for myself except some guitar picks and a Capo. So i plan on buying something nice for myself for my '1st' paycheck
happy 2005, guys and gals!
(class of 05, shit, im afraid to graduate)
-paulie
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[31 Dec 2004|12:29am] |
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I'm having a lot of random updates...
Random thought #1= I want to be just like Jason Mraz, and like just a little bit more talented. Buuuut, that isnt ever gonna happen....ever.
Random Thought #2= Every vocal audition i've ever done, i've gotten terrible scores from these stupid judges. Everyone tells me they like my voice, but somehow it's never enough for those stupid judges. Im FREAKING OUT about not getting accepted into NAU due to the fact that my GPA sucks, no SAT, and that judges generally hate my voice.
Random Thought #3= Happy New year (early)
Random Thought #4= Mitch is a great friend. Good for talks.
Random Thought #5= Fab Four rock my socks
Random Thought #6= I'm missing the AZ rain
-paulie
(Liz... Mraz, Glendale Arena...take me with you!!!)
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| secondary post...just random stuff |
[30 Dec 2004|03:58am] |
Trip to flag with Devan and Kristen...Cancelled
New mini ska band starting up...with Purna David and myself
Got home, huge truck in driveway, Brother and his friend Tyson, drunk off there asses in the room next to me, HOW AM I GONNA SLEEP??? brick to the head'll do the trick
played video games with mason weds till like 5 am...
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[30 Dec 2004|03:48am] |
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It's 4 am...
Cori and I had a small fight and I suggested that we take a break so that she and I could think things out, so that we'd be a better couple. I miss her a lot and i think about her about every moment of the day...so it sucks because i think i hurt her when i suggested a break...like she may think that i want it, that i dont want her. But its not true.. but it's exactly the oppisite of what i want...but for now.. for now...
"But for now, let me say i love you..."
-paulie
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[26 Dec 2004|09:38pm] |
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...its just highschool, right?
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I had a very merry christmas!!! I got a bunch o' stuff that i love so much!!!
like...
The Format CD (dev dev)
Ben Kweller CD (lojo)
John Mayer DVD (curt curt)
Green Day CD (curt curt)
Rooney Teeshirt (dev dev)
Chai tea mix (dev dev)
two teeshirts (cori)
Mambo Colonge (cori)
Soy Hair Conditioner (dev dev)
Dodgeball DVD (broseph)
MP3/CD player ('rents)
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Thats what i got so far that i absolutly LOVE!!! thanks you guys!
I worked a 5 hour shift today, and im so drained!
In other news, cori is in Illinois and I'm missing her so much right now. I love her mucho!!!
(sorry, random sad moment)
Merry (belated) Christmas
-paulie
check out my freakin awesome new icon!
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| Just a quicky... |
[22 Dec 2004|02:34am] |
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Hey guys!
its like 2:34 in the moring, and im posting this. Im freaking tired!!!
I got my first paycheck evah today. $104!!! how cool is that. i realize that its not too much, but hey, i just barely made the cut off for the paycheck. Ill be doing a lot of shopping on thurs for the NATC(nowandthencrew). and for mason and kristavio. I already have cori completely shopped for so im pretty proud of that.
I love you all!
-paulie
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Happy four month, beautiful! i love you cori!!!
-paulie
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Im really bored! so im gonna update! YAY!
For the past 2 weeks-ish, i've had a job at Paradise Bakery and Cafe...if you did not know, i can understand why you didnt come visit me. If you work and had no time to come and see me, im totally cool with that too...and for the people who did come see me, and there were many, i love you =D. But if you hadnt come to see me cause you just 'didnt feel like it'... i...guess im pretty cool with that too =D. Im a dork and i dont know exactly why i typed all of that. as you can see, im really freakin bored.
Yesterday was a whole lot of fun!!! I had work from 11am-4pm, and it was actually pretty fun. After my shift, i gave cori a call to see what she was doing. and she was on her to way to get her monroe piercing. (on a side note, in general, dont like the monroe piercing. but because cori is so beautiful, im sure that it looks good on her, considering how much she loves it.) So i decided to head over to Best Buy to see if Mason was working, and sure enough, he was. He got off at 5 so then we played video games at best buy for like an hour. It was awesome. Then i headed over to Amy Gleason's house to change into full tuxedo for a choir gig. We all went to some christmas party mainly based for little kids and sang Christmas Carols for about and hour then we went back to the Gleason's.
After that, i called Dev Dev, curt curt, and lojo to see what they were up to. We eventually ended up renting two movies,(this was at about 11pm) Mean Girls, and Lost in Translation. So back to devan's house to watch em. At the end of Mean Girls (which was really funny), we were all pretty tired, but i REALLY wanted to watch Lost in Translation. So we started to watch it(this was at like 2am or so). Curtis was the first to fall asleep, then he woke up and decided he needed to leave. So it was just lojo, dev, and myself for Lost in Translation. Eventually we all fell asleep. I then woke up at 5:30am and realized that i needed to get home lol. I left them a note and left to my house. Got home at about 6:00am. I took out my contacts, which were hurting like a biotch, and went to bed. Woke up at 2pm.
Now im here typing out this update!
Tonight after Cori gets off work, im going to go see her! Im so happy! because of our schedules and finals, we havnt had too much time to hang out. But its okay, it just makes the time i get to see her more meaningful. Tomorrow is out 4th month, and i have work off. Im pretty sure she doesnt but ill go visit her cause i love her so much!
-paulie
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random update before i have to go to work:
im in love, love, so in love!!!
-paulie
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[12 Dec 2004|09:02pm] |
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I had work last night. Then after that i went to spend time with cori! it was so nice just seeing her. =D It makes me so happy just laying in bed with her on the verge of falling asleep. It just makes me feel like...well, i just dont know, it just feel really freakin happy!!! I love her so much, that even laying next to her and watching a cheesy disney flick can make me the happiest guy in the world.
Then i came home and fell asleep.
Today i went out with bryan and did some christmas shopping. Then we saw 'Blade Trinity'. Good dick flick, but other than that it was kinda lame. Dont go see it unless the only entertainment you are looking for is stuff blowing up and Jessica Biel. Then i came back home and studied for some finals. Then im typing this update out. Ill go take a shower and go to sleep. Night all!
-Paulie
"Im sleeping to dream about you..."
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Hi guys. just a quick update...
My mood right now is pretty iffy. I feel really drained and streched out. Hopefully when the semester finally ends, i can relax a lot. I just got a job with Paradise Bakery at Gainey Village.
The only thing im really concerned about with that, is that i barely ever get to see cori, even without a job. How am i every gonna see her outside of school now that i have one? It just kinda is something major that really makes me pretty sad when i think about it. I love that girl so much, it just hurts to think that i may be doing something that causes me to have even less time to spend with her...
Other than that blurb, the job is really cool. All the people there are extremly friendly. And my boss is a pretty cool guy, so far....
The Crucible was really great last night, I LOVE YOU CURT CURT AND D-MINOR!!! DA DOOT DOW!!!
So other than the fact that i might be forced to spend less time with the one i love...and that im completly mentally, physically, and emotionally drained right now...im doing pretty well
"My feet never touch the ground, now that i found you."
-paulie
just felt like adding another quote at the end
"Its when you cry just a little, but you laugh in the middle that you've made it"
-Jason Mraz "Tonight, not again"
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| LOJO AND DEVAN'S HAIR YAY (and KURT KURT IN SPIRT) |
[27 Nov 2004|01:47am] |
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Im hanging out with my three bestest friends!!! (kurtkurt is here in sprit)
We just got back from Denny's and, like always, we had so much funnnnn!!!!!
IM EMO!!! ;.....( <----those are tear dropps, im so sad =()
im j/k, i <3 you!!!!
love-paulie paulkins
JOHN PAUL RINGO FERNADO!!!
(FAREEEEET IN SPIRTssssss)
(IM GOOFY.....AND EMO)
-paulie paulkins on crack
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[15 Nov 2004|07:39pm] |
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Hey kids! its been a really long time so i just wanted to stop by and say whats going on with me!
PLUSES AND MINUSES
+++++++++++++Cori!
+Coffee House
+Marching band over
-cori works a lot
-im getting sick
-marching band is over forever unless i do it in college
+Jazz band will start up
+MC for coffee house
+False Jazz made all nights of coffee house
+Trippin Billies made weds and friday
+Why Georgia made thurs and sat
+(x10000)I love cori more than anyone i've ever known
as you can see, a lot of good, and a lot of bad...and im completly pooped...so off to bed with me. night!
-paulie
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